This morning I woke up with your blanket on the floor, I reached down to pick up and silent tears just fell. The blanket itself was just not good enough, I needed to feel your sweet body in that blanket. I wanted to smell your sweet scent, the empty blanket was only a sad reminder of everything that is missing.
When I checked my email this morning there was a "Your baby at 31 weeks" I have unsubscribed to that email at least three times. Most of the time I immediately delete them, but this morning I was just curious what your milestones this week would be. Crawling, laughing, eating, maybe waiving (maybe that's a little advanced, but you were super smart). Oh the life that I loved, that is missed...my sweet Kelsie.
My prayer today is so simple, I really need the strength to finish the task that I need to complete. Please please give me some sort of focus, some sort of purpose today.
In all I do, I will glorify you,