Wednesday, November 2, 2011

The Hour Glass

I think tonight I will just wait for a better tomorrow.  With today came loneliness and sorrow, heartache and longing.  I miss my baby, my hopes and dreams of days that I will never see. 


Look at you with your blanket.  I sure hope you have one.  I hold on to yours every night.  There's a song that say's if Heaven wasn't so far away I would pack up my things a drive there for the day you better believe I would be there even if it was just for the day.  The more I try to move on the more the sting of your death beats on the surface of my heart.  Maybe I am not ready to take on the world, but I don't suppose I truly have a choice.  So I will just flip my hour glass, say a prayer, and wait for a better tomorrow.


Missing you the most today! 
Mom

10 comments:

  1. youre amazing in every way.

    hang in there.

    much love.

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  2. Summer, you are an amazing mother and person. I read your blogs and I pray for you every day and that you have a better tomorrow. I don't know if you feel as strong as i see you, but to me, you are the strongest person I have ever had the honor of knowing. You and your family mean a great deal to Nina and I and every nite Nina and I pray that God be with your family and carry you through.

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  3. You truly are suffering gracefully. I'm sure it feels like she is still with you. Keep writing. You are an inspiration!
    Haley (Jordan) Padgham

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  4. I will pray for a better tomorrow. I love you Jesika

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  5. Sending you some love tonight. I pray for peace & hope.

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  6. I always pray for a better tomorrow! I love you so much! You do not have to be strong. Just trust THe LORD and HE will be your strength, for all your tomorrows good or bad! love and hugs mom

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  7. She is absolutely precious. I miss her too, just knowing that she is not with you. You come to mind so often, and I continue to pray for you. Sending love and hugs.

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  8. It was so hard to leave you all. Yet, I know that you need your private time alone and together. I will never truly leave you. You are all in my thoughts and heart every minute of each day. There are no magic words, if only I had some. Love each other, hold on to each other and through the love that you share for the wonderful gift of our Kelsie may you one day find peace. Nana.

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  9. Summer....just think of the smiles Kelsie is giving and the smiles she is receiving in Heaven. God is smiling down on you and your family because of the faith in Him that you are all showing. You're not just talking the talk....thank you for sharing...I say a prayer for you and your family daily...hugs...janice

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