No deep thoughts this morning, no earth shattering grief revelations, just missing my little girl. The past three days I have been thinking about her non stop. A constant video of the five months we had together just replaying in my mind. Cuddling together in the early morning. After her first bottle, I would always put her in bed with me, when she would get restless I would just pull her close, I miss miss miss that warm cuddly body. I miss bathing her, putting her in cute little pj's and rocking her to sleep. I miss picking her up from day care and seeing her eyes light up when she would see me. I miss those moments with both of my kids, playing laughing loving together like they had always been a part each others lives. The missing is so sad.